Boys posed for a photograph on the outskirts of Islamabad, Pakistan, Wednesday. Anjum Naveed/Associated Press
A boy had tears in his eyes as he received treatment at a hospital in Peshawar, Pakistan, Monday. A bomb ripped through a busy marketplace in Peshawar on Sunday, killing at least 40 people and injuring dozens of others, hospital officials said. Bilawal Arbab/European Pressphoto Agency
The women’s university in Quetta, Pakistan, has closed following twin attacks that killed 25. Sardar Bahadur Khan University is the only all-female university in troubled Balochistan province.
Saturday’s bloodshed began when a bomb exploded on a bus carrying students at Sardar Bahadur Khan Women’s University. When survivors were brought to the medical center, militants stormed the building and started shooting indiscriminately.
Ayesha Farooq, 26, Pakistan’s only female war-ready fighter pilot, climbs up to a Chinese-made F-7PG fighter jet at Mushaf base in Sargodha, north Pakistan June 6, 2013. Farooq, from Punjab province’s historic city of Bahawalpur, is one of 19 women who have become pilots in the Pakistan Air Force over the last decade - there are five other female fighter pilots, but they have yet to take the final tests to qualify for combat. A growing number of women have joined Pakistan’s defence forces in recent years as attitudes towards women change. REUTERS/Zohra Bensemra
Pakistani monkey handler Naseer bathed his monkey in a stream in Islamabad, Pakistan, Friday. B.K. Bangash/Associated Press
Responders carried the body of attorney Kausar Saqlain after gunmen on motorbikes killed Mr. Saqlain and his two sons, ages 12 and 15, as he was taking them to school in Karachi, Pakistan, Tuesday. Authorities said the attack appears to have been sectarian. Shahzaib Akber/European Pressphoto Agency
Men looked at a victim of a suicide attack during a funeral in Peshawar, Pakistan, Wednesday. A Taliban bomb attack targeting an election rally of the secular Awami National Party killed at least 16 people in Peshawar on Tuesday. Mohammad Sajjad/Associated Press
Paramedics treated a bombing victim as another victim waited at a hospital Tuesday. The Taliban claimed responsibility for the suicide bombing that killed 20 people and wounded dozens more at a campaign rally in Peshawar, Pakistan. Pakistan goes to the polls on May 11. Hasham Ahmed/Agence France-Presse/Getty Images
A rescue worker comforts a boy mourning for his brother who was killed in a suicide bomb attack in Peshawar April 16, 2013. At least nine people were killed and more than 50 wounded on Tuesday when a suicide bomber attacked an election rally for a party opposed to Pakistan’s Taliban movement, police said. REUTERS/Khuram Parvez
Qudsia Sadiq, 5 months old, lay in a hammock attached to a bed outside her family’s makeshift home, while her mother, not pictured, washed dishes in a slum in Islamabad, Pakistan, Thursday. Muhammed Muheisen/Associated Press
Pakistani health worker Bushra Bibi spent eight years trekking to remote villages, carefully dripping polio vaccine into toddlers’ pursed mouths to protect them from the crippling disease.
Now the 35-year-old mother is too scared to go to work after masked men on motorbikes gunned down nine of her fellow health workers in a string of attacks this week.
"I have seen so much pain in the eyes of mothers whose children have been infected. So I have never seen this as just a job. It is my passion," she said. "But I also have a family to look after … Things have never been this bad."
After the deaths, the United Nations put its workers on lockdown. Immunizations by the Pakistani government continued in parts of the country. But the violence raised fresh questions over stability in the South Asian nation.
Pakistan’s Taliban insurgency, convinced that the anti-polio drive is just another Western plot against Muslims, has long threatened action against anyone taking part in it.
The militant group’s hostility deepened after it emerged that the CIA - with the help of a Pakistani doctor - had used a vaccination campaign to spy on Osama bin Laden’s compound before he was killed by U.S. special forces in a Pakistan town last year.
Critics say the attacks on the health workers are a prime example of the government’s failure to formulate a decisive policy on tackling militancy, despite pressure from key ally the United States, the source of billions of dollars in aid.
For years, authorities were aware that Taliban commanders had broadcast claims that the vaccination drive was actually a plot to sterilize Muslims.
That may seem absurd to the West, but in Pakistan such assertions are plausible to some. Years of secrecy during military dictatorships, frequent political upheaval during civilian rule and a poor public education system mean conspiracy theories run wild.
"Ever since they began to give these polio drops, children are reaching maturity a lot earlier, especially girls. Now 12 to 13-year-old girls are becoming women. This causes indecency in society," said 45-year-old Mir Alam Khan, a carpet seller in the northern town of Dera Ismail Khan.
The father of four didn’t allow any of his children to receive vaccinations.
"Why doesn’t the United States give free cures for other illnesses? Why only polio? There has to be an agenda," he said.
While health workers risk attacks by militants, growing suspicions from ordinary Pakistanis are lowering their morale. Fatima, a health worker in the northwestern city of Peshawar, said that reaction to news of the CIA polio campaign was so severe that many of her colleagues quit.
"People’s attitudes have changed. You will not believe how even the most educated and well-to-do people will turn us away, calling us U.S. spies and un-Islamic," said the 25-year-old who did not give her last name for fear of reprisals.
"Boys call us names, they say we are ‘indecent women’."
Pakistan’s government has tried to shatter the myths that can undermine even the best-intentioned health projects by turning to moderate clerics and urging them to issue religious rulings supporting the anti-polio efforts.
Tahir Ashrafi, head of the All Pakistan Ulema Council, said the alliance of clerics had done its part, and it was up to the government to come to the rescue of aid workers.
"Clerics can only give fatwas and will continue to come together and condemn such acts," he said. "What good are fatwas if the government doesn’t provide security?"
RISK OF POLIO RETURNING
That may be a tall order in Pakistan, where critics allege government officials are too busy lining their pockets or locked in power struggles to protect its citizens, even children vulnerable to diseases that can cripple or disfigure them.
Pakistani leaders deny such accusations.
Politicians also have a questionable track record when it comes to dealing with all the other troubles afflicting nuclear-armed Pakistan.
The villages where health workers once spent time tending to children often lack basic services, clinics, clean water and jobs. Industries that could strengthen the fragile economy are hobbled by chronic power cuts.
Deepening frustrations with those issues often encourage Pakistanis to give up on the state and join the Taliban.
So far it’s unclear who is behind the shootings. The main Taliban spokesman said they were opposed to the vaccination scheme but the group distanced itself from the attacks.
But another Taliban spokesman in South Waziristan said their fighters were behind an attack on a polio team in the northwestern town of Lakki Marwat on Monday. “The vaccinations were part of “a secret Jewish-American agenda to poison Pakistanis”, he said.
What is clear is the stakes are high.
Any gaps in the program endanger hard-won gains against a disease that can cause death or paralysis within hours.
A global effort costing billions of dollars eradicated polio from every country except Nigeria, Afghanistan and Pakistan.
Vaccinations cut Pakistan’s polio cases from 20,000 in 1994 to 56 in 2012 and the disease seemed isolated in a pocket in the north. But polio is spread person-to-person, so any outbreak risks re-infecting communities cleared of the disease.
Last year, a strain from Pakistan spread northeast and caused the first outbreak in neighboring China since 1999.
Oliver Rosenbauer, a spokesman for the World Health Organization, said the group had been coming closer to eradicating the disease.
"For the first time, the virus had been geographically cornered," he said. "We don’t want to lose the gains that had been made … Any suspension of activities gives the virus a new foothold and the potential to come roaring back and paralyze more children."
Condemnation of the killings has been nearly universal. Clerics called for demonstrations to support health workers, the government has promised compensation for the deaths and police have vowed to provide more protection.
For women like Fehmida Shah, it’s already too late. The 44-year-old health worker lived with her family in a two-room house before gunmen shot her on Tuesday.
Her husband, Syed Riaz Shah, said she spent her tiny salary - the equivalent of just $2 a day - on presents for their four daughters. Even though the family was struggling, she always found some spare money for any neighbor in need.
"She was very kind and big hearted. All the women in our lane knew her," he said.
"The entire neighborhood is in shock. Pray for my daughters. I will get through this. But I don’t know how they will."
Shiite Muslims buried their kin Wednesday in Quetta, Pakistan, days after a bombing targeting Shiites killed 89 people on Saturday. Relatives had refused to bury their dead as they demanded government action. Naseer Ahmed/Reuters
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